Well, seeing as how my personal situation has deteriorated over the last few months, I guess I shall list now for those who might read this journal what exactly has happened.

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As the twists and turns in our lives lead us to place rather not thought of, I've come to the realization life is pain. Pain, struggle, and misery are the three beats to this ballad of life, and I've had to endure each beat continuously for the last 10 years of my life.

I'll start off by saying this; To those who know me here and know me outside the box, I've left school. Also, I've lost my home, and most of my possessions. Just to start off.

Now, lets see.... I'm in an excruciating amount of physical pain, and in an awe inspiring amount of mental stress. I can't keep a thought straight for less than a few minutes, let alone trying to keep it on paper.

I've stayed with my sister for the past month and a half, and am apparently being looked for by juvenile~ no one ever said the system worked, ne? Now then, my sister has apparently been rather intolerant of my staying with my brother and my mother at her apartment, so we've been kicked out as well.

Currently, we're trying to get into an apartment and my mother claims to be turning over a new leaf. I am doubtful at best. Her past... changes, have been ill welcomed and ill thought out. She seeks to keep me enslaved to her and has expressly forbidden anyone from letting me leave.

As my epilogue, I'd like to express my sadness that I couldn't tell any of my friends goodbye, because it seems I won't be seeing anyone for the next 4 months till I turn that certain age where I can say finally ," FUCK OFF."

With this said, I wish you all a fond farewell and good riddance.

-Paragon-